I thank the one who has written this comment here for motivating me to remain here. I had an introduction text box in the left portion of my blog with my confession about my language and depth of the content. It was weird, I know and I removed it recently. This made me believe that I've been underestimating myself for a long time. But, I still like to add a text box to my blog as it was a truth. In my analysis, I concluded that I still like to be a Malayalam writer than this blog and I will start writing one soon. I know exactly what I'm doing here. At this very moment, I still ask myself "Am I capable enough to convey the exact meaning of what I think in my mind?" and the answer is still a "No". This is not a point with inferiority, superiority or negative thoughts. I could do better! I can do a lot better than what I have ever done in my life. But, I do not want to expose beyond my limit and that comment is still an inspiration to write new posts.
In the early phase of blogging, I wrote a post about "Public Performance" and I was the only visitor of my blog. But, one day, an orkut friend came to me and asked "Where did you copy all these from?" and I was so astonished to hear it as I never copied anything from anyone. After 2 years of an almost successful blogging history, I still can't find much difference in my language from what I was and what I am. My language is still lucid and that can be because of my lack of a reading habit. I still do not know whether I maintain a good grammar or not!! I think, I've written more than I read in my life. But, I still used to see some astonished faces whenever I say that I am not a reader of books.Why do I write? I write because I got a lot more than what I really express in my external performances!! If I'm about to do something completely different, I should never have a role model, isn't it? I might be wrong but, that's what I am trying to be!
with uttermost sincerity,